I have gotten so behind in my posting. We have just been so busy and I am working 12 hour days to make extra money, so I really haven't had time to get on the computer. I am trying to diligently work on the Christmas gifts I am making and I am enjoying that, spend some time with my girls, take care of my husband, and help people out at work. The only problem I am running into is that I am having no time for myself. I hope that doesn't seem to selfish. I am just slowly running out of things to give. My husband and I are having an issue right now, and it has been an issue on and off our whole marriage. I try to explain to him about intimacy and the things I need, like the cuddling and the holding and stuff like that, and he just doesn't understand it. I don't want him to feel like I don't want to be with him, but I just need him to understand what I need too and I don't know how to tell him without making him feel bad, and I don't want that either.

On a positive note, we were able to go out with some friends Friday night. I had a blast, between Chili's and WalMart. And it was nice to be out without children. I love my girls so much, but I need that away time a little too. We also got a rabbit yesterday. I was on freecycle and someone was giving her away, so we brought her home. I love animals! We have alot but we love them all! I am now alone at work, so I need to tend to the kids, but I will return soon.

In HIS service,

Jenn